On a little HIGH!!!

So lost 3 lbs this week for a grand total of 10.8 lbs in 4 weeks paid debt down by around 2k too! I am not counting the house just credit cards and  vehicle.  Going to get a massage and a blow dry and going to a concert tonight. All is well.  Just a note about hair I have had the same hair guy for around 10 years I only cheat on him for blow dries!  That is not cheating right?

I have to do some major planning for labor day weekend. Think I will bring JC food for breakfast and lunches and grill Saturday and Sunday night. I will walk and skip the sugar in the drinks. The weight loss counselor suggested shots! I do not do shots ,learned that in college!  She said "you are going to effect right?" That got me thinking- I have no idea what I am" going for"  when it comes to drinking. It is jsut what we do. when we are all together.  I hate being drunk and everything that goes with it but love drinking.  HMM???

I helped my daughter get ready this morning and droped the news on her that we will not be buying any new clothes for a while. I was looking in my closet and thinking about the bills and realized a lot of the debt has come from the kids closet.  This did not please the spoiled child.

I am grateful for a lot. I have an amazing family a good job and great friends. I  am able to go into super Mom mode  when there is a need and I am healthy.  If I look at everything that is hard- having aging parents, a disabled kid, debt and compulsive behavior I could get depressed.  This week I will stay positive and know that the scale may stay even and that will be OK.  I am human.  As long as the scale does not go up in that case i will probably get frustrated and angry and will  have an interesting blog about my flaws and failures. Lets face it is hard to be funny when everything is OK. Again it is the conflict,  the tragedy,  in our failures and everything that  makes us human that makes us interesting , funny and perfect.