Forgive me Father for I have sinned- How many Hail Mary's???

So I keep on changing the name of the blog,  can't find a funny name that I am pleased with. I will keep changing it until I am happy because who the hell cares!?

Daily weight fluctuations are one of the most frustrating elements of weight loss Some times there is no reason for a 2 lb gain. None that you can remember anyway.  Little things might give an indication what the scale will say, tight rings means water retention could be a couple pounds, haven't pooped depending how long could be a few pounds, drank a bottle of wine 3 LBs. These are all variables that could  make one want to just jump on and demolish the scale.  Drinking can  screw with  weight  for 2-3 days all due to water weight gain.  I am thinking it is just not worth it, the drinking that is.   This all might come down to leaving Jenny Craig for AA!    I have been down that route in my 20's and lets just say I lost a lot of weight just not drinking. It was a side effect of clean living.   I was  living on my own, pretty damn broke and not drinking. I was also a freshly divorced 27 year old with a  few  insurance company jobs varying in "horribleness"   and a band that was gigging all the time. It was the best of times and the worst of times.  I weighed 55 lbs  less than I do right now I was single and a singer in a rock and roll band. It was fun and horrible.  Divorce is a great for the waist line but tough to recover from emotionally.  I felt good but still worried about my weight and was also trying to be tan and blond. I have given up on being blond and tan and went back to what "God" intended  as far as color scheme goes.

 It is very interesting that everyone I know has an opinion about my hair color and for once in my life I could give a shit what people think I should do with my hair. That is a gift of being in my 40's. I do not mind being in my 40's I do not  yearn to be younger because believe it of not I enjoy being a little more mature or wiser. I think I just changed the subject in order to stop talking about drinking! Quick look over here and forget all about the drinking thing. Not ready to tackle that yet. Once a week is the goal until I grow up a bit more. OK?

So in case you have not guessed everything was fine last night until  the mail came. A huge package with all Jack's incorporation things came so we ended up celebrating.   There  was a really cool stamp thingy to emboss "things" with some sort of official seal. Very fancy for a plumber and very Martha Stewart.  The best part is that no one can take our house if he "f's" up! It is a huge reason to celebrate. His cousin and friend came over and the next thing I knew I was munching on chips and salsa and sipping (sipping!) on a bottle of fantastic Chardonnay. I am not hung over and for my punishment I have already done the laundry, changed my sheets, did the dishes and battled the dog hair on the hard wood floors. Also the scale served as Priest as I  was 1 lb more than yesterday. Time to move on stay positive and get moving. I was not going to write this down I did not want to tell anyone but I am a good catholic (well Catholic, not really a good one , I only have one kid and do  not go to church)  but  I am starting to look at this like confession. How many Hail Mary's shall I do????