Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Really short!

The Ralph Lauren Riding Boots are amazing ( a little big) but perfect and I am keeping them.  I am not perfect but these boots are.

Scale was promising today. No damage done this weekend, weird.  Maybe I was not that bad.   I plan on eating my Jenny food and be perfect for the next 2 days then weigh in officially.This is a change I will weigh in in the afternoon. I have some scale rules. Try not to weigh in the afternoon, wearing clothes or after drinking any water. Time to ditch the eating disorder and see  what I weigh in the afternoon. This really scares me. I might have to get naked!

I am home right now because my daughter is sick again. I plan on taking care of her and organizing my closet and drawers.  I might try on my skinny jeans or on second thought  I am not ready for this! There is a weight  they work and I am not at it yet.  Next weekend I am going to try and not party. I am not going to "breath hold" I will plan some activities that will not mess with my goals.  I have noting planned except I am on call at eh hospital on  Friday and Sunday so I just have to get through Saturday. Watch it be the day Jack's Contractors licence comes. Champagne waiting for that moment.  In that case i will be powerless! We are on the home stretch with dealing with the stupid IRS and I find out soon if I get the decreased stress job. Decreasing the stress of these two items will help me get to my goals. This is how I see things when I am 50 ( in 3 1/2 years) out of major debt, working less and enjoying some sort of activity like performing or horse back riding. Or performing on horseback. I am still trying to figure that part out. Oh yhea I will be thin,

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